For those of you who know what it means to go through a very hard trial, you probably understand sayings like this: “One day at a time,” and “I’m just putting one foot in front of the other.” Trials and suffering are the mud and muck of life that slow you down, trip you up, and clog up your daily activities. Everything slows down and you just have to focus on taking one more step ahead.
Maybe you could set a state record for hospital visits in one month; maybe you have a pounding headache from trying to sort out medical bills, or maybe you’re praying that God would keep your husband’s suffering down (if it’s His will). Perhaps you’re dreading the next IV or worrying that your recent blood test will have bad results. Sometimes you’re simply praying for a few hours of sleep and relief. It’s just one day at a time! I like how Tim Keller speaks of walking with God through trials:
“Walking with God through suffering means treating God as God and as there, as present. Walking is something non-dramatic, rhythmic – it consists of steady, repeated actions you can keep up in a sustained way for a long time. God did not tell Abraham in Genesis 17:1 to ‘somersault before me’ or even ‘run before me’ because no one can keep such behavior up day in and day out. There are many people who think of spiritual growth as something like high diving. They say, ‘I am going to give my life to the Lord! I am going to change all these terrible habits, and I am really going to transform! Give me another six months, and I am going to be a new man or new woman.’ That is not what a walk is. A walk is day in and day out obeying, talking to Christian friends, and going to corporate worship, committing yourself to and fully participating in the life of the church. It is rhythmic, on and on and on. To walk with God is a metaphor that symbolizes slow and steady progress.
…Walking with God through suffering means that, in general, you will not experience some kind of instant deliverance from your questions, your sorrow, your fears. There can be, as we shall see, times in which you receive a surprising, in explicable ‘peace that passes understanding.’ There will be days in which some new insight comes to you like a ray of light in a dark room. There will certainly be progress – that is part of the metaphor of walking – but in general it will be slow and steady progress that comes only if you stick to the regular, daily activities of the walking itself. ‘The path of the righteous is like the [earliest] morning sun, shining ever brighter till the light of full day’ (Prov. 4:18).